I MISS HIM.........MORE THAN EVERYTHING YOU CAN IMAGINE!!!:(

I MISS YOU SOOOOOO MUCH DADDY KL!!!!!  Soooooo muchhhh!! Its been 4 years u left us...4 years!! i just feel that we just lost u yesterday..;(... why did u left us soooo soon???? why??:'-(...Day by day,i can't stop missing u dy...the reason we called him Daddy KL coz last time he used to went to KL to outstation...then,since that we used to call him that name..even though he's married to Papar lady(Mummy Celest),we still call him that name...;/



The day when knowing that you left us forever still fresh in my mind... That night 18th of March 2006..11pm,i was sleeping,having my sweet dream...then i heard Moing Tondu woke up and speaking with someone on the telephone...panic+shouting+crying saying daddy KL's name..i straight away woke up and went to check on her...blurr+sleepy+curious...my sis n i kept on asking her "moing,nokuo??nukuo??nukuo ee dady KL?? then she said thet he's admitted to the hospital...OMG!!!!! both of us totally shock+blurr+scared....:(..then she n Moing Kusai straight away went there to see him..

Left my sis n i at home....waiting for the news..praying that he will be alright...suddenly,Moing Tondu called me n said 'DADDY KL AISO NOH'.....it was around 12pm..I was shaking like......OMG!! really blurrr that time...i thought im having a bad dream...but...ITS NOT!!!!!!!!!;'(((((((((((( my sis n i stood there....with a empty mind...speechless+crying...;'((((((((

For the 1 week of prayer,all of us still cant accept and believe that he's GONE!!! Forever!!!:(((( what's make us more sad is thinking of his 2nd child Reanen,didnt even have the chance to know his father...Reanen almost 1 month that time,and they have planned for Reanen's 1 month bday..but?? who knows?/ this thing happened out of sudden..:(((((((((....even till now,we still cannot believe that he's dead...the last time i meet him when 1 week before he died....n i was sooooo10000000000 damn regret of not hugging him before he n his 1st child-Cedrik off to Papar..;'(((((((((((((((..n till now..!!:((((((

Year by year,day by day,hr by hr,min by min,sec by sec....never stop thinking n missing him..:((((((((((

How i wish all these just a bad dream,n when every time i wake up from by bed,i call him n i still can hear his humble voice...SIGHHHHHHH..sob..sob..sob...:(((((((((


I thought that i will be okay,but the truth is..IM NOT OKAY!!!! i feel like just want to see him n hug him with all my heart..:(((((..today we have the prayer for him for his 4th annivesary...seeing his 2 big n hendsome son-Cedrik n Reanen.....sighhhh...all i can do is hug them..*speechless*

This is them...Reanen and Cedrik..:)... cant believe both of them now turn out to be a big boy already...i promised that i will do my best to help them no matter what

This is his wife-Mummy Celest... she's now so slim than before...:((((((((...sob..sob..sob...

Took a pict with them....*actually i want to take pict with both of them,but si Tonju wants to join also...let him lah*...Im sure if Dady KL still alive now,he will be proud of his son..hmmmmm..;/

This is the pict if him...i missed ur smile,ur laugh,ur advices,ur jokes,ur cooking,ur humble voice dy...i missed all these sooooo muchhh!!! Dy,i promise i will take good care of ick n nen no matter what...i  know that u now are there up in Heaven,safely with God,Mother Mary,Moing Tua,Dady Bona n Mum Jane....I will always pray for you dy..i promise...I LOVE YOU SO MUCH DADDY KL!!!!