THE NEXT PHOTOGRAPHER!!:D

Hey mr.blog! how are u doing? sorry dear for not visit for a while..

PHOTOGRAPHY!!! 


Can't deny it,i seriously freaking in love with photo shoot. i think i can't live without my DSLR.. enough when the period of 2 months my dslr is not with me..:(


Nowadays(TETT!! such a 'skema' of me.:P),i am more courage in taking photos.. landscape,portrait,close-up.but there's still a lot of things that i need to learn although people complimented me saying that : "wow! good job charry. such a lovely pictures. Yes,of course i feel thankful but doesnt mean that im being proud of myself. 


Let me recall of something. Oh ya! situation-Unit Kokum__Last2 week,cgu Steve said that we should have a nominees for the best photographer of Commander during our up coming dinner during April. He said 'maybe Charry have the potential of winning it'. Of course i automatically pushed aside and said "aii? why is that so cgu? if in that part,that will surely Geena will win it" Then,he replied:" n why on earth would you think like that? i answered he back :" Geena is more to portrait and i am more to landscape. plus,most all of the pictures taken during any commander's activities is more to portrait. and my photo shoot on portrait sucks oh.! 
suddenly,when i am facing the computer,he asked me :" Charry,Uitm is having a photography contest . then,i was like "O ya? about what cgu?" ***none answer from him..silent for about 5 minutes i guess***




out of the blue,he took the stapler and staple-red a few piece of paper and give it to me. and i was like " *blurred* read it.. "PERTANDINGAN FOTOGRAFI RISDA-UITM 2010

Oh okay.. i did said thank you to him okay? :)

while reading all the terms and regulations,my eyes suddenly focus on 1 thing. the winning prize. OH MEN! 1st prize-RM2000,2nd prize RM1000,3rd prize- RM 750 and the consolation prize is RM300. Date of closing 15th of Feb.

i really wants to join a photography contest.for the mean time,i doesnt care about being a winner or not. what i want is gain more and more experience in photography. So,eventually today i went to Bank Islam at Alam Mesra because my cip is broken. then,after that i went to the Risda to ask about the address to the farm. but unfortunately both of the Risda closed for 'Solat Jumaat'. then,in my mind 'mind as well i go to 1B 1st lah if like that. walking around 1B.. then,it almost 3.30pm..better go back to Alam Mesra to ask about the address again.. hmm...when go out from the main door,it is raining heavily.. Oh men! i hate this situation. what i hate even more is my leg hurts! huhuh.:(((( end up? i went straight back to Uitm...HUHUHUH...... maybe its not the time yet for me to shine right? now just trying my best in gaining experience.

祝贺!!

我的心脏打破成片，当我看到您的新关系后。我应该高兴还是狂，伤心？你不知道我多么高兴时，你提到的那一刻，我微笑着。1年，我一直一切，没有告诉任何人，我的感受是什么。关于你和我的朋友之一的谣言发生时，我故意行为​​，就像我支持你。为什么我做到了，因为我想摆脱我对你的感情的原因。但我只是骗自己。但我知道，我不适合有一个像你这样的家伙。这种丑陋的女孩已经达到这样一个不可能实现的梦想。有趣的权利？我知道我将永远不会有机会与你同在。我怎样才能像你这样的完美的家伙，自己比较呢？

看到你后约你的状态，我知道你现在是你的新女友高兴。我想你和她将幸福地生活在一起，彼此相爱如实。忠实地向对方还好？只要你快乐，那么我也会为你感到高兴。

Hello 2012!! Hello New Year!!:D

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2012 PEEPSSSS!!!!!

Shallom guys!!!
Sorry for leaving my blog for a LOOONGGG TIME... 


Oh men!! can't believe it! its already the year of 2012! a year just bypass without we realizing it. A year that gave a lot of memories to me. Start as 2011,a new commander at UITM,2nd sem,3rd sem for 1 year.. woww! like seriously now im in the the 4th sem now? 

Thank God for still giving me a chance to live in this world. when i reached 21 years old,i've realized that now God has even planning a bigger planning for me. what started during the 1st sem,i hated being here because i didnt like my course. Public Admin.. i always being rebelled with my parents because of this. im trying my worst to get out from this place. 

after being 'tauliah' as a new commander,then i feels like i am being accepted in one place. but we will not face good things every time. in life,there's up and there's down. during 2nd sem,i still managed to keep up in the right track-my studies and so do in commanders. but,when it comes to the 3rd sem.seems like everything is falling apart. i totally lost my track. my studies,my relationship with my classmates,commanders.. OH MEN! WHY? WHY? WHY? =.=''''....

but! when there's a hope,there will be a way that God set to me.:) i admit that my wings is totally 'injured' that time.. where i am always by myself,though Qila,Dila,Lily and the rest always been together but the feelings of down always win. there's a time when i feels like im dying,going crazy but one thing that gave me strength..........is when i am the Church. Now,that time when i feels like someone really cared about me.GOD..:) 


celebrated a 'cold Christmas 2011'.. only God knows why. and why is it happening?? all i can do is pray for the best for my family,my life.

my resolution is the same.. 'MANGAN NOPO DO NEVER'.. always pray to God no matter what happened in my life. as for this 2012,im turning 22 in November(so meaning that i still can enjoy my 21 right? hehehe..:P) hoping for the best in my studies. get my degree ASAP.. n...??? *chuckles* let just God show me the way to the right path..heee...

once again,blessed Christmas,blessed New year 2012 to all of u..

imissusofrickingbad..:(((

hey blog! long time no see,so sorryyyyyy didn't update u for so long...been busy with my works(aching! trip..:P)

well,what's up? hmm... tons of assignments,report to be done..=.='' esp the report bout jalan lasak...adoii.. i still havent touch it eh.. have to print again all those picts... mcm me menyesal jg la volunteer jd photographer for that day..=.=..but what to do? this thing have already happened.. whether i like it or not,i have to do it also..huhuh..n i havent even touch my books to do revision....huhuhuu how am i going to face my final exam? i havent again upload those picts during jalan lasak.. its not that i dont want to upload it okay? i have tons of assignments, quizzes, tests is coming to me.. i want to focus on it 1st bah... CAN KAHHH?? i want that when i upload picts,that time when i am totally free bha.. n i usually upload picts using wi-fi not broadband coz if broadband it will DC when its already 98%...pyn la me geraaammmmm...so i have to on9 using wi-fi then i can upload those picts without having to worry about being DC... to those who asked me bout when i am going to upload those picts// PLEASE BARE N WAIT IT OKAY? it wont vanished also bha...i saved it into my lappy n dont worry if my lappy kena virus(CHOI3!! PALIS2 JAUH2!),it wont effect coz its on my backup files ody..:)))))

its been a while now i didnt talk to u.. how's life? how's is ur gf btw? are u happy with her? i miss u boy.. so much..:///////.....i wish we can turn to the time that we are still together and change my decision...pfft... sound pathetic right? but i know,i can't.. its too late for me chase n fight ur heart back... serve me right...:(((... i wanted to call u but i dont have the nerve to do it.. n u deactivated ur fb.. maybe u r bz...its ok.. just the pict of u i have,im happy with it..  i try not to think much bout u by having activities with my buddies.. cycling,tennis,chatting,watching movies,karaoke,shopping... it helps a lot though.:)))...

but i gotta say that thank u very much,. after we broke up,then i can open my eyes n heart to search for the right 1.. not all guys are jerk..heee.. but now i just wants to focus on my studies which this is the most important 'to-do-list'.. get my cert and get a good job with a good salary..:))) i want to make my family proud of me..:)) n i will do my very hard to achieve my goal.. n guess what? i've been chosen as pembantu exco publisiti...though its only pembantu..its still a hard job ba.. i really1000 didn'y expect it okay? u can see my face when my name was mentioned twice..n i was like ' arrrr? what happened? why my name is suddenly mentioned in a middle of meeting? im blurr..'. but hopefully that i can do my job that will be given later..im sure   my schedule will be pack! oh goshhhhhh...... only God knows how am i feeling right now....

not to forget,i miss my best friend so fricking much tooooo!!:((( mer,i am so sory if i now seldom talk to u.. i was so bz with school's activities..n when i am free is during at night and that time is u has already sleep... i am trying my hard to contact u..really...forgive me my friend. am truly sorryyyyy..:(( how i wish u r here then we can study together just like during high school but its ur decision to continue working.. hmmmm.. i respect ur decision babe.... will support no matter what... i miss n loves u so much..remember that k?

thanks my dear blog for being there when i need u the most.. :))).. will update u more often later k? muahhh..

XOXO,

Charry...