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Hey..hey..hey.... How r u guys doing???

got something to share with u guys...heee... I admit that im still kinda depressed bout what happened lately...but I know i have to be strong....right??:-)

Sometimes its better that u just follow the flow....n u will never expect that something will pop out in front of u...i meet a lady...She's holding PHD ody.... at 1st im kinda shy n recultant to talk with her bout my result....since im still in heartbroken mood...i admit that its really hard to me...
But u noe.1 thing bout her...She never or will say that U FAILED...

She then story to me bout her life.... She failed her PMR exam...n she didnt get the chance to continue her form 4 n form 5...for 2 years she didnt wear school's uniform...everyone is kept on teasing her and insult her that she's stupid... but,it didnt break her spirit to take SPM exam private...and guess what?? She ger straight A's..!!!! better than the rest! Woww..how amazing is she kan??? then,she went to US to futher her studies...for a few years,she struggle in her studies.... never give up in evrything... n yet now she's holding a PHD...she have the title of Datuk Dr.!!! can u imagine how hurt she felt during the past years..ppl saying dat 'ahhh???angan2 mat jenin lah ko!! PMR pun ndak pass?? ada hati maw ambil Diploma??? haahhah"...then now??? She's on top of the world and where is the ppl who used to tease n insult herrrr???? didnt even pass their SPM....n those ppl didnt even dare to find or talk to her liao...:))))))))


After she story bout dat,my spirit suddenly came back to me!!!!!! from :'(.......to :)))))))))
i learned a lot of things when with her although its only half n hour we talk...

I want to become like her!!!!!! I want to become like her!!!!!!!:)))))))



then,last nite....my cousin-Miguel called me...and ask to bring me out....Wowww....didnt expect dat he will bring me out since we havent...i think we never go out together...

so,he fetch me at my hse..what make me respect him,even though he never go to my hse,i just sms n call him,he MANAGED to find my hse!!! HAha!!! how amazing is dat!!?? At night again that,he managed to find my hse..heeeee:)))

then,we went to KK..round2 KK...talk and talk....last2,stay at Sutera...we talk of many things
Love,Frienship,Studies,God.... its really touching when he gives his advices to me...even though he has his own probs.,but he still can stand up and smile....coz he noes that,he will be okayee....
Sometimes we never realize that somehow we have to tell how is our feeling...dont just keep it to urself...id not,we'll be CRAZYYYYYYYY!!!!!! get wat i mean??? no matter how small or how big is yr probz,dun think dat u can handle it by urself....sometimes,we have to share with other ppl too....

1 sentences i learned from him...' be strong!!! being strong doesent mean that how tough of u fighting with the ppl...but its bout how strong is ur heart to control urself...'..these sentences really made me a lot of thinking rite after dat...heeee..

eventough its only a few hours spending my time with him,but im glad that both of us still can hangout together since last time we were enemy..ahhahahah....xDDDDD...but now m glad its changed... but when i think back of other...its sad when ur besties becomes enemy....:((((((
but,i hope that a good things will come sooooooonnnnn in my life....heeeeee.... pray for me k guys???? love ya'll.....