Celebrating my Mum's bday!!;)))

Hey3...how r u guys doing?? How's ur weekends??? Did u guys enjoyed?? Suffered?? Well,that's life...sometimes we r up,sometimes we r down..heeee....



Today,27 March 2010... We celebrated mum's 45th bday!! yeaaahhh...Still young bah my mum n still charming,beautiful like the old times..;)))...during lunch,we had a lunch at Sushi King,City Mall..and the food was sooooo delicious man!!!! soooo fulll..hehe..thanks to my both aunts for treating all of us..;*..*haha,,pok2 ne..kena belanja pdhl mumy bh yg bday...ambik kesempatan dlm kesempitan..miahahahahha*

 There she is the Bday Girl..heeee..My mum..45 years old liao..;)))..still beauty bah..;))

My aunts-mum nini,mum ayoh...my grandma n my mum....:)))

Me n my Mum...Sama kah muka kami??heheh..;P..tp me lagi cute kan?? HAHA!! LOL..peeraaaassaannnn..kwang3...

Took a pict together!!! Heeee,,:)))..we LOVE u mum!! MUahhhhxxx..;*

LOL.....skit lagi kana my nose..kwang3..;P

Jom join!! HAHA!!;))

HAHA!! LOL!! Sempat lagi berposing!! HUAHAHA<,;P

Not all the pict i upload.....if u guys wants to see more...jz go to my Facebook's profile..;)...my email-trixlyn_char90@yahoo.com..:))))...

Okayeeee.....finished momom,then go round2 CT Mall,shopping..Weeee..:))

Later then,at night...we had dinner again...this time with my Dad,my Mum and with my siblings..;)

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The foods that we ordered..Bakuteh,Salad Prawn,Sweet and sour chicken & Mix Vege(missed took the pict of mix vege..huhu)

Our pict of 1 whole family....muka2 happy sbb kanyang..HAHA!!:DDDDDDD...

I pray that my mum will get all the happiness in her life and may God bless she all the time... THANK YOU MUM FOR EVERYTHING U'VE DONE FOR ALL OF US!! LOVE YA SO MUCH!!! MUAXXHHH....;*

I MISS HIM.........MORE THAN EVERYTHING YOU CAN IMAGINE!!!:(

I MISS YOU SOOOOOO MUCH DADDY KL!!!!!  Soooooo muchhhh!! Its been 4 years u left us...4 years!! i just feel that we just lost u yesterday..;(... why did u left us soooo soon???? why??:'-(...Day by day,i can't stop missing u dy...the reason we called him Daddy KL coz last time he used to went to KL to outstation...then,since that we used to call him that name..even though he's married to Papar lady(Mummy Celest),we still call him that name...;/



The day when knowing that you left us forever still fresh in my mind... That night 18th of March 2006..11pm,i was sleeping,having my sweet dream...then i heard Moing Tondu woke up and speaking with someone on the telephone...panic+shouting+crying saying daddy KL's name..i straight away woke up and went to check on her...blurr+sleepy+curious...my sis n i kept on asking her "moing,nokuo??nukuo??nukuo ee dady KL?? then she said thet he's admitted to the hospital...OMG!!!!! both of us totally shock+blurr+scared....:(..then she n Moing Kusai straight away went there to see him..

Left my sis n i at home....waiting for the news..praying that he will be alright...suddenly,Moing Tondu called me n said 'DADDY KL AISO NOH'.....it was around 12pm..I was shaking like......OMG!! really blurrr that time...i thought im having a bad dream...but...ITS NOT!!!!!!!!!;'(((((((((((( my sis n i stood there....with a empty mind...speechless+crying...;'((((((((

For the 1 week of prayer,all of us still cant accept and believe that he's GONE!!! Forever!!!:(((( what's make us more sad is thinking of his 2nd child Reanen,didnt even have the chance to know his father...Reanen almost 1 month that time,and they have planned for Reanen's 1 month bday..but?? who knows?/ this thing happened out of sudden..:(((((((((....even till now,we still cannot believe that he's dead...the last time i meet him when 1 week before he died....n i was sooooo10000000000 damn regret of not hugging him before he n his 1st child-Cedrik off to Papar..;'(((((((((((((((..n till now..!!:((((((

Year by year,day by day,hr by hr,min by min,sec by sec....never stop thinking n missing him..:((((((((((

How i wish all these just a bad dream,n when every time i wake up from by bed,i call him n i still can hear his humble voice...SIGHHHHHHH..sob..sob..sob...:(((((((((


I thought that i will be okay,but the truth is..IM NOT OKAY!!!! i feel like just want to see him n hug him with all my heart..:(((((..today we have the prayer for him for his 4th annivesary...seeing his 2 big n hendsome son-Cedrik n Reanen.....sighhhh...all i can do is hug them..*speechless*

This is them...Reanen and Cedrik..:)... cant believe both of them now turn out to be a big boy already...i promised that i will do my best to help them no matter what

This is his wife-Mummy Celest... she's now so slim than before...:((((((((...sob..sob..sob...

Took a pict with them....*actually i want to take pict with both of them,but si Tonju wants to join also...let him lah*...Im sure if Dady KL still alive now,he will be proud of his son..hmmmmm..;/

This is the pict if him...i missed ur smile,ur laugh,ur advices,ur jokes,ur cooking,ur humble voice dy...i missed all these sooooo muchhh!!! Dy,i promise i will take good care of ick n nen no matter what...i  know that u now are there up in Heaven,safely with God,Mother Mary,Moing Tua,Dady Bona n Mum Jane....I will always pray for you dy..i promise...I LOVE YOU SO MUCH DADDY KL!!!!

Hey..hey..hey.... How r u guys doing???

got something to share with u guys...heee... I admit that im still kinda depressed bout what happened lately...but I know i have to be strong....right??:-)

Sometimes its better that u just follow the flow....n u will never expect that something will pop out in front of u...i meet a lady...She's holding PHD ody.... at 1st im kinda shy n recultant to talk with her bout my result....since im still in heartbroken mood...i admit that its really hard to me...
But u noe.1 thing bout her...She never or will say that U FAILED...

She then story to me bout her life.... She failed her PMR exam...n she didnt get the chance to continue her form 4 n form 5...for 2 years she didnt wear school's uniform...everyone is kept on teasing her and insult her that she's stupid... but,it didnt break her spirit to take SPM exam private...and guess what?? She ger straight A's..!!!! better than the rest! Woww..how amazing is she kan??? then,she went to US to futher her studies...for a few years,she struggle in her studies.... never give up in evrything... n yet now she's holding a PHD...she have the title of Datuk Dr.!!! can u imagine how hurt she felt during the past years..ppl saying dat 'ahhh???angan2 mat jenin lah ko!! PMR pun ndak pass?? ada hati maw ambil Diploma??? haahhah"...then now??? She's on top of the world and where is the ppl who used to tease n insult herrrr???? didnt even pass their SPM....n those ppl didnt even dare to find or talk to her liao...:))))))))


After she story bout dat,my spirit suddenly came back to me!!!!!! from :'(.......to :)))))))))
i learned a lot of things when with her although its only half n hour we talk...

I want to become like her!!!!!! I want to become like her!!!!!!!:)))))))



then,last nite....my cousin-Miguel called me...and ask to bring me out....Wowww....didnt expect dat he will bring me out since we havent...i think we never go out together...

so,he fetch me at my hse..what make me respect him,even though he never go to my hse,i just sms n call him,he MANAGED to find my hse!!! HAha!!! how amazing is dat!!?? At night again that,he managed to find my hse..heeeee:)))

then,we went to KK..round2 KK...talk and talk....last2,stay at Sutera...we talk of many things
Love,Frienship,Studies,God.... its really touching when he gives his advices to me...even though he has his own probs.,but he still can stand up and smile....coz he noes that,he will be okayee....
Sometimes we never realize that somehow we have to tell how is our feeling...dont just keep it to urself...id not,we'll be CRAZYYYYYYYY!!!!!! get wat i mean??? no matter how small or how big is yr probz,dun think dat u can handle it by urself....sometimes,we have to share with other ppl too....

1 sentences i learned from him...' be strong!!! being strong doesent mean that how tough of u fighting with the ppl...but its bout how strong is ur heart to control urself...'..these sentences really made me a lot of thinking rite after dat...heeee..

eventough its only a few hours spending my time with him,but im glad that both of us still can hangout together since last time we were enemy..ahhahahah....xDDDDD...but now m glad its changed... but when i think back of other...its sad when ur besties becomes enemy....:((((((
but,i hope that a good things will come sooooooonnnnn in my life....heeeeee.... pray for me k guys???? love ya'll.....

New post after 2 YEARSSS!!2 YEARSSS!!! hahah....

Heyyyy3!!! How are u guys doing???? ok??ko???;p

Well..im kinda speechless actually now....since its been agesssssss i didnt UPDATE ANYTHING..BUAHAHAHAHA....XDDDDDD...lol..

Well,i just finished my STPM...and guess what is my result is?? Its stated there 'MS.CHARISSA G RICHARD,WE ARE KINDLY INFORMED THAT FROM NOW ON,YOU CAN LOOK FOR A JOB TO LIVE A BETTER LIFE'........muahahahhaa....*u guys should understand liao kan??*

I admit that I didn't expect that it would be turn out like this way,totally out of my mind..but its true hah?? ready for the best and prepare for the worst...well of coz got some STUPID PPL who just can't shut their mouth up from insulting ppl...its really1000000 so DAMN FUCKING DOWNNNNNNNNNN for these past few weeks..thinking of the words said to me....kept on repeating in my mind 'YOU FAILED'...;'((((((((((((( ......pa sa rasa ar??? VARIETY....orange,apple,honeydew,lemon....kwang3...

You noe something?? Its reaalllllyyyyyy1000000 harder for me to face this ALONE???BY MY SELF???? talk to myself larrrrr....what else???like me got keep jin ja ne...*COI3!!!!*hahahha
its really disapointing when we didnt get what we want.....heart broken bah trus..kalah2 putus sinta...huhuhuhuu.....guessssssssss its not my luck anyway to get a flying colours in STPM...but at least i've done my best bah....
after doing all the thinking,i know God have set for me a better place...There's must be a good reason why He let me enter Form 6 n give me that kind result...but im also glad that IM STILL ALIVEEEEEEE!!!!!!!huahahahhahaa...

still in the process of recovering thou now...heeeee.... thanks to my beloved family who NEVER STOP giving me advices,comfort me when i need someone to talk to...Huhu...N most of all...NEVER UNDERASTIMATE MEEEEE!!!!! <3 my family so muchhhh!!

I believed that if u failed this time,it doesnt mean that you will fail forever..RIGHT???:)))))))
i really apprieciate all the good things that my family did... always have faith in me,love me no matter whatever happen..<3 <3 <3 <3

OOooyaaaahhhh.....i also like to thanks to my teacher-Teacher Baiduli who also never stop encourage me to face evrything with a SMILING FACE..:))))).....know what is the humble words she says to me?? 'Charry,u didnt fail okaye??? U made it to this stage,u should feel lucky that u can reached to this stage..STPM is not easy...dun be sad....be happy that u still can futher ur studies in the field u like okaye...ur result is just a piece of paper... A straight A's will not help u in the outside world okaye..u have to depends on urself...

n A BIG THANK U to KELLY CHUA who always there for me no matter what...durng this time,she's really helped me A LOT!!! love ya darl!!! <3 <3 <3

2 years of Up and Downs,of Wonderment and Disappointment,of Ennui and Joy.... It was everything I'd ever hoped for..:))))