Gwen Stefani - Cool

Its a good changes.:)

Felt a little relieved right now..

i was not sure if i should call u or not that day.. because before this,u warned me not to find u anymore...:(... n u haven't reply the massage at fb...  thinking of inviting u to the my sis n my party...before i call u,i pray so hard that u will pick it up...

tut..tut...tut.... u pick it up..!!:)...was kinda shaking also that time...heee... its so weird  to call the name i called u before we together... but im okay with it.;).. at least u pick it up.. so,i started to talk to u bout inviting u to the party.. n its so funny coz u understand me so well,when i said a sentences,i've became speechless n u the 1 who came out with a new word..Goshhh,how i missed those moment we used to spend together esp at phone...

u sound so different now,more happy than before..guess that u really happy with ur new life aite?:)))... as long as u happy,im happy for u as well...:)))...thanks for still becoming my friend after all that things happened to us.... i know,after all we've been through,i know we COOL...:D

This song is dedicated to u boy...http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TGwZ7MNtBFU



It's hard to remember how it felt before
Now I found the love of my life...
Passes things get more comfortable
Everything is going right

And after all the obstacles
It's good to see you now with someone else
And it's such a miracle that you and me are still good friends
After all that we've been through
I know we're cool

We used to think it was impossible
Now you call me by my new last name
Memories seem like so long ago
Time always kills the pain

Remember Harbor Boulevard
The dreaming days where the mess was made
Look how all the kids have grown
We have changed but we're still the same
After all that we've been through
I know we're cool

And I'll be happy for you
If you can be happy for me
Circles and triangles, and now we're hangin' out with your new girlfriend
So far from where we've been
I know we're cool
xoxo,
Charry

:(

im so speechless rite now...

I dont want to loose u as my good friend.. i know we have our history.BUT? does  it mean that we have to be enemy?:((((... i hate it bha when everytime a couple broke up then will became enemy.. i dont like that way.. u said it urself..can be friends? okaye,i admit at the 1st place,i xnt let u go coz i cared u so much with all my heart.. but after doing a lot of thinking,IM OKAY WITH IT... u let me go,i let u go,..both of us move on with our own life..but,it doesnt mean that we cannot be friend ba..

i dont want us to be like the rest bha boy.. how wonderful is that if we continue as a good friend just like during primary 6?  happy friends together?

i tell myself to be brave to sent u the massage...with the song by Gwen Stefani-Cool... hoping that u will reply it.. all i want is we make the sign of peace with each other..forget the past n open a new chapter in our life.. but yet still be friends forever..

if u hated me so much,why dont u just remove me from ur friendlist? block me so that we wont contact with each other again?:(((((.... *SIGH*... i never hate u... i love u k? but as a friend to friend..

im happy if u found a better person that can understand u,support u no matter what... all i can do now is pray that everything will be fine...

where ever u now boy,i pray that God bless u all the time..

In a relationship or Single???

Relationships
always come with cross-roads~~whether to break up,move in together or
drop the rock.Sometimes we create them by starting to question where
the relationship is heading.Other times,it's because we know its dead
in the water,but we're too comfortable or frightened of the unknown to
make the break.So,how do you know what to do????

I thought u were too screwed up to love anyone but i was WRONG.YOU WERE JUST TOO SCREWED UP TO LOVE ME! Thinking of u is easy do it every day.MISSING YOU IS THE HEARTACHE THAT NEVER GOES AWAY.

You don't realize what you have until it's gone...and i really didn't know how much a part of me n him have been. It's kind of heartbreaking.i feel like i've been part of something that's good in so many way.but its only my fantasy... nothing will last forever.. maybe God has a better plan for me.. a better guy with a better future... its a good experience for me to choose with a wiser mind later..:) i just dont want us to be enemy... i want us to be like usual...good friend.. i will miss him...love? of cause,but its only a lust....soon it will be fade away.. if its meant to be US,it will right???^__^...

im moving on with a smile....:DDDDDD..i have God,my beloved family n my best buddies that always there by my side.. A broken heart is devastating,but you do get over it and come out wiser and stronger...AMEN!!;DD


if YOU are reading this blog now,i just want to say that thanks for the wonderful n awful moment we shared together.. im sorry if i ever make u mad or sad... i pray that u will meet and get a much more better and understanding lady for u... will always miss u...

i miss someone..:((((.....

I missssssssssssssssssssedddddddddddd him so damn muchhhhhhh!!!!:((((((..... sigh....